i wanna say im hypersexual but i cant accept it. ive been masterbating since the age of 7 or 8 and ive been watching porn since around the same time and up to the age 15 i still cant stop no matter how hard i try and it feels so good but i know im disgusting for that and i feel so ashamed every time i put my hands in my pants and i have a voice telling me to stop but i just cant its to hard to stop and its like i do it everyday and i feel so ashamed it also could have been because i was raped and sa'd but still i dont know. does anyone else relate?
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