sometimes i imagine what would happen if i were to get in a car accident or hurt somehow or gotten sick because i just feel like i don't really know who cares about me. or loves me. or even just likes me. i'm surrounded by people but i just feel so lonely. would anyone care if anything happened to me? would i have people looking for me if i went missing? or would they just go on with their lives, replacing me, forgetting me? have i made a lasting impact on anyone in my life? or am i just taking up space? is there anyone in the world that would drop everything and run for me if i needed it?
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