i gave up everything for him. my college degree. my relationship with my family. i married him. i thought he loved me. i thought we could be happy. i was promised a good life, to be taken care of. i was promised a family. and he betrayed me. he looks at other girls and guys secretly on his phone. only fans creators. he's cheating on me everyday when he watches those videos and gets off to them. i told him i hate it and i don't want him to do it. he lies to my face instead and does it anyways. he thinks i'm stupid. he can't fathom that i could be smarter than him. imagine that. that i could be dumber than someone who can't even remember to delete their search history when they're done. fucking pathetic. but i guess the real loser is me who can't leave because i have no degree, no savings, no family, and no where to go.