I don't really like school I haven't really enjoyed it, sure it could be fun sometimes if my true friends are here by my side. But I'm always the backup friend nobody really talks to me unless their main friends are gone I mean I don't blame them anyways I'm boring and really awkward and bad at socialising too, school has really nothing interesting about the people sucks including the teachers they don't even try to help with our mental health. I crave the feeling to be loved I wanted to feel how it felt being cared and worried instead of some background character. I don't like how my "friends" actually admit to me that I'm "weird" and really quiet like wow thanks for pointing it out.. I don't like how they also act pity and sad when I said I might move away next year, I know they won't miss me not even one bit. I want to start over transferring schools and start a new life I hope after if I do transfer I really hope I won't ever need to experience these again.