i’ve been clean from sh for 3 years now, but i was just so so close to relapsing today the way i haven’t felt all of this time and all because of a very unworthy stupid situation. the guilt was eating me up the whole day and i can’t seem to shut my thoughts about wanting to sh myself and i feel so much guilt since so much people have it worse and i don’t even have right to feel bad because everything in my life is so good i just take it for granted