Genuinely why do I have to deal with all this shit recently. I just got diagnosed with a chronic illness and my depression meds have been doing nothing, I’ve just been getting worse. I have developed an addiction to SH and now can’t go a day without it. I worry about every little thing and notice everything around me. School has just started back up and I genuinely can’t do another term. I want to kms but I don’t have the guts…