ive been losing so many people recently, its genuinely been killing me, am i just this unbearable to be around? i really can't believe ive wasted 4 years trying my best for someone just to be thrown away without even a singular message, my mental health has been at an all time low and none of this has been helping, not to mention that my "best friend" of 7 years just pretty much tried to steal someone from me who i was going to ask out today, even though he already has a damn fucking boyfriend, its so disgusting