I feel like my mom is actually really ignoring my mental health on purpose, she even told me she thought I had depression when I told her that it was social anxiety and she didn't even did anything helpful or take me to a therapist. One time I was crying silently until she caught me instead of the comfort I wished for she lashed out on me instead yelling at me giving me silent treatments for days and banging things around her angrily whenever I'm near her just so I could be "stronger" well no mom you're just making it worse. I remember i also sh so badly that day she also saw my scars too and didn't even care or whenever I try to vent to her she just pushes me down by saying others had it worse and I have a lovely house and warm food to eat etc... Yes mom I am grateful for the things I have right now but really can't you just be here for me just for once? It gotten so bad that I kept having nightmares about it please mom I really need you to care about me just once mom please.