Rant #10605

Trying to come up with a suicide plan that is painless, quick and won't inconvenience anyone is so hard. I have nothing to use on my self except a knife but even if I slit my wrists open I could survive because I'd have to wait until I bleed out, during that time someone might interfere and I would have cut myself for nothing. I just wish I had a gun or something like that that will end it instantly