People dont understand. They dont understand how fucking hard it is to fucking know these things about yourself. Im okay with it but im scared to admit it about myself. Im scared to tell my friends and family because I know they will support me but I think they will leave me. Like when Nico though the 7 would leave him in HoO if they found out. I feel sick because im so scared that they will all leave me. People dont fucking understand how it feels to love someone who you know won't love you back. Its not "you dont know that they dont like you". I do know. Im a girl and im closeted bi ace. Shes a girl and shes straight with a boyfriend who treats her like shit. I feel sick because shes the reason i know this about my self. And I dont want to know this about myself. But I cant hate. I never can. We never even spoke. How do you get over someone you never fucking spoke to?