Well firstly I feel like I'm behind in life as a 19. I still do not have a car and honestly feel like life is passing me by. I didn't truly learn to drive until I was 18 which my parents complained about me not catching on fast enough when it is NOT my fault. I know comparison is the thief of joy especially now a days with social media but i want to experience life instead of being stuck at home waiting for a ride. I hate this feeling, I hate looking at the same four walls. It truly takes a toll on your mental health.