I have a good life compared to some others. My family loves and cares about me. Sometimes I feel happy and some days I just don't want to exist not in a way I want to kill myself though. I just want to disappear or go missing. I barely have any friends to talk to. I'm just bored and tired of doing the same thing everyday. Wake up, eat, scroll on social media, and sleep. I don't know whether I'm actually happy or just bored and tired. I feel like I don't have a valid reason to be sad or upset. I don't know what I need. Someone special or something that gives me purpose. I feel like I'm nobody and not special at all.
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