I have just been going through a lot for about a year now. I am religious but sometimes I feel very far from God. I am not depressed but I was very sad last year and am now. My living situation is complicated because of just money issues. I feel deeply sad to leave my old town. And to tie it all together, I always feel this overwhelming weight on my shoulders. I'm trying to give it to God but it's not as easy as people say. I just want to be happy but somehow that's impossible to reach. I just feel useless in life and I'm tired. Tired of all the problems, the sadness, the weight. But I'm stuck here unfortunately. I feel like I can't tell anyone because they won't believe me. Plus, I don't want to add to their burdens and problems. It's not like they can do anything. I'm just always tired. Maybe that's why people keep saying God will give you spiritual rest but I don't know how to do that.