I’m scared that I’m not bad enough to get help. I have so many friends that are struggling, like my friend might get sent to a mental hospital for attempting to k!ll himself. I haven’t tried to do that yet, but I feel like I can’t get help unless I do. I know damn well that no one will care unless it’s their definition of serious. I feel like I have to attempt because they won’t believe I’ll do it unless I actually try. The amount of cuts on my body is growing but that’s not enough.
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