I hate how I look. I was a chubby child but went through phases of bring skinny-ish. However at those point in times I never noticed I was skinny. I always saw the stomach flab or something else. Now when I see pictures Im amazed. I wish i could be like that again. All I see now is flaws. Unsymmetrical face, fat arms, hip dips, etc. In the mirror I think my body looks decent. But reality hits once I see pictures. This morning I saw myself from behind in a video and all i could focus on was how i looked. Why does my top half look so big? I look so flat from behind and the hip dips are of no help. I just want to starve myself and be skinny. Then I think id be happy. I wouldn’t have to worry about changing shirts before leaving because it makes me look even more fat. Other girls have such perfect bodies. Even my mom does. But why am I stuck with a body like this? Just one more problem added on to my life