Anonymous
I always feel like I am genuinely going insane when I am near my family. I have heard them repeat the same things to and about me more times than I can count of my fingers. I feel like I’m not real when I’m near them, they say horrible about me straight to my face while I can’t help but detach myself from everything. I’ve tried everything to help myself from lashing back and loosing myself, but I cannot do anything when it comes to them. Everything they say goes in one ear and comes out the other. It seriously feels like an out of body experience, because I zone out constantly when this happens. It’s pleasant to not hear them, but then again I feel like a psychopath.