Anonymous
I miss him so much it hurts. All he would do is hurt me and he was abusive but still, I love him so deeply. It's like a let go of my soulmate. A part my heart belongs to him and not being able to hug him and tell him I love him is so hard. He promised he would teach me to drive a forklift. He promised we would be able to live together when I turned 18. But that won't ever happen. I know I shouldn't but I can't help but love him.