I really don't understand why people care what would one random dead person change my friends have other friends and my family has each other so why do they care if I die it wouldn't make much of a difference anyway, it would probably be easier for them since they won't have to waste their time trying to help me get better when I know i won't its better if I do it sooner other then stall and end up doing it after they spend a few years trying to help me only for me to die anyway.