i feel like a cuck watching porn or watching other people flirt with each other or be sexual. i know it will never be me. i was already ruined before i turned 18 and now no one will ever want me. i want to beg for attention from my first "boyfriend" aka abuser because i accidentally found his phone number while looking him up to see if he was still alive.
i just wish the people in my life put in the same effort and care that i do for them. this...
Rant #10049 · about 15 hours agoit just hit me that my cousin is now going to tell the rest of our (she's on my mom's side...
Rant #10046 · about 15 hours agoDating may have never been my thing, even breaking up. Just four days ago I broke up with...
Rant #10043 · about 16 hours agoa continuation of my previous vent due to text limit: my interview has been cancelled beca...
Rant #10041 · about 16 hours agoI'm so fucked in the head and sexually damaged that not even a taboo chat full of people i...
Rant #10040 · about 16 hours agofeeling upset because i lost a job opportunity today and i'm not sure if i did the right t...
Rant #10037 · about 16 hours ago