Dating may have never been my thing, even breaking up. Just four days ago I broke up with my boyfriend, now ex. Of course I loved him, he was my heart. Yet, something was off when my friend told me about his ex and his relationship with her was. Said to be really toxic, at some point even cheating got involved. That was what put me at edge and even his late answers did as well. Soon, not even 11 days into the relationship we broke up, due to my extreme paranoia I had that kept me from sleeping. It was the truth I gave him, the whole truth. He was fine with it and of course wanted to stay in contact with me. Yet, I know well that was a lie. As he hadn't responded to me. He doesn't have to but I hate the fact he lied in wanting contact still. Why would he lie?? I was honest with him; shouldn't he be as well? Plus, I sort of doubted the relationship, as he has a friend who's a girl whose always so clingy and close to him, it would be really weird. Before, I almost thought they were dating