Anyone remember the post where I said I had a lot of trauma but hadn't been raped? Well I talked to my therapist about the things I did remember and she said I was moat likely raped and had pushed it out of my mind, and next session we are going to try EMDR and if that doesn't reveal any more memories I want to try to do hypnosis therapy or whatever. It hurts but I feel like I'm taking it well since I don't live with the person who did it anymore.