Hi! I’m a young girl going into highschool (wish me luck!) and I’m honestly worse than ever. (Jumping into it LOL) I relapsed SH a few days ago after being clean for months. I’ve always been a good kid. My parents aren’t worried about me getting into trouble. I want to keep it that way! I’ve always been against smoking, drugs, etc. But today I sniffed one of my dad’s cigarettes. Then thought about what it would be like to try it. I would never. I hate myself for even thinking about it. I don’t want my parents to worry, but it’s been so hard to stay happy for them. There hasn’t been a single day for the past few months that I haven’t cried. I don’t wanna burden anyone. The friend that I told listened, then started talking about his own problems, ignoring me. That got me thinking, does he even care? My mom’s getting me therapy but I regret telling her I’m sad. She feels guilty. That’s the last thing I want. I thought about ending it, but I don’t wanna go. Im scared. (I ran out of space)