My husband hasn't been intimate with me in almost 3 years. He has always disliked people touching him to a degree but im not other people its me. I have been with him for 15 years, I was fit and healthy and loved him. I love him still, he stopped saying the words after we got married 8 years ago. A year into our marriage he had a mental breakdown, he convinced me our marriage wasn't real and we were just roommates, I was his best friend and nothing more those were the rules. He got a sexdoll, I hated it, it was my replacement. I was so desperate to still matter in some form in his life even if I was just a sex maid. The good thing was he didn't like the feel of the doll, we had sex more often for a time. Then he reconnected with an ex. For a lack of space in this rant, he wanted to move to her country, divorce me but still keep me as a friend. I told him he will be dead to me, I would never speak to him again. I was shocked he chose me. She killed herself. He blamed me.....