where do I begin. im 20 years old and I still break down when my brother or mom tries to talk to me. everyday I feel like im doing nothing but letting everyone down and that freaks me out. I barely work at my "job" and when I do all i do is cause more of an issue for my mother who is also my manager. I feel like a useless bum whenever she comes home from work and ive done nothing but sleep all day. having depression has never been an excuse for me because my mother won't let it be. im tired of feeling like nothing I do is good enough for anyone. not even myself.