Depressed Pan here. I want to k!ll myself so dang bad!! My cousin is being rude to me now idk why... My bsf is saying, "idc" a lot more to me and is ignoring me. One of my bsf's is talking to me just not much because she's "spending time with her family"... Y'all are the only ppl who care... Thx for everything. If I stop posting, I'm d3ad. Depressed Pan out.