So it's just over the two year anniversary of my last big mental breakdown that culminated in an attempt to, k'now? Never really unpacked that, instead ended up alienating myself and moving away from everyone I know. Now I'm in my early 30s, completely isolated from everyone, don't leave the house, don't speak to anyone, just sorta exist. I think I was so set on ending it all that I mentally checked out from the world, and then when I didn't actually go through with it, I should've taken that as an opportunity to start over. But I never did. And I'm not sure I know how. Hopefully this makes sense. I don't know.
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