i want to be a boy. im biologically female and lesbian. my parents are homophobes. im already lesbian and i started hinting like carrying around rainbow stuff and showing them posts of lesbin people. they reacted in disgust. they told me that lgbtq people r@pe other people and that im too young and to naive to think that lgbtq people are normal. if i ever come out to them, they will disown me. will they still love me if i came out? i feel like im lying everyday. and im also afraid about how society will judge me. gods i really really hate this world. why cant i just be who i want?