I’m tired mentally and physically I can’t sleep and I’m stuck at home with my parents who I guess support me in every way but emotionally I’ve had to move houses so many times it started in second grade I’ve never had any friends longer than two years but they don’t care they just say shit like just move on who care and whys it matter to you. And school sucks to my friend groups nice I guess but I don’t feel included and the only person who do try to is graduating next year and the person in my grade who I thought was super close would rather hang out with others even to the point where I’m left in class sitting by myself because just stood up and left in the middle of class and they don’t really care about how I feel and to be honest they really just use me and I’ve know that but I’d feel bad if I said something they’d just get upset and then I’d really only have one person