I lost 3 of my closest friends this year and last year. I lost 2 more, a few years ago. I'm such a fucking mess. All I ever wanted was to loved by people. I miss all of them. People call me selfish but all I ever did was be a people pleaser. I never spoke out and said anything bad but people are always turning against me and saying bad things about me. I want it to stop. I want real friends. I want people to care. Maybe they finally will after I pass. I'm so sorry. All I ever wanted was to be your friend...
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