I've written myself so many letters. Best friend I thought I was (clinically) depressed, I did tests and when I gathered enough bravery to tell my closest, most-trusted best friend and told her I may be was/ had symptoms she brushed it off. "you're not depressed" she said to me, I can't tell if she was stopping me from accepting it or herself. Am I liar? Am I not trustworthy? Is that all I am? Sister For one moment can you stop degrading me? Im struggling too you know? Telling me I'm ride if I mention your diet, if I talk about about losing weight, when I'm 'fine'. Do problems only apply to you? Its not my fault I can't think of comebacks. Its not my fault that you're throwing this barrage of hypocriticism and insults my way and the only thing I have left to do is block. Im sensitive, though not as much as you make me out to be. And I thinkg personally its okay. Im not your sister when you want me to be and when it annoys you to pick me up from school because mom it annoys me too.