I have to get surgery on my back. I’m terrified and just want someone to care about me and show some concern. The only person who really did was this guy that I won’t get into what happened with. I was just asking my aunt who I live with questions and was thinking about the surgery but she said I was being pessimistic and wouldn’t talk about it with me. My grandma who I usually confide in doesn’t get me anymore like she used to, and is kind of caught up in her own life. Especially since my grandfather had triple bypass surgery, so I don’t blame her for it. Then my mom isn’t the best to confide in all the time and I just don’t want to talk about it with her. It’s just times like this where I feel so unimportant. Like I’m nothing to anybody but some pot left on the back burner. I’m scared and nobody cares or is just blaming me. I have no one to talk to that cares and will just have to face the fear alone.