For a approximately a year i have a feeling that i just want to rot alive and push every friend i have. I know they like me, but i think won't make much of a harm if i'm just gonna dissapear. I don't deserve to have such a good friends. I just can't understand what's intresting or funny about me, like my jokes probably get repetative over a month or two. While they all have some kind of talent or a field of intrest they are realy good at, and i'm just feeling lost in life with no skills to begin with(or at least something on a decent level). I tried a lot of things, but i just can't get anything right, no matter how hard i try. Idk how to live any further, seems impossible.(btw sorry if there is grammar issues)
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