do y'all think i should get therapy/diagnosed, i don't have a particular mental illness in mind but yeah. Here's the thing, when something wrong happens to me obvi i cry about it, but then it leads to me crying to a lot of other things that went wrong in my life. I could never bother anyone and go talk to them about what's happening. Also when I see people close to me be in pain, I sometimes think that they should just pass so the pain stops, not just to the people close to me but also to myself. Dw, I don't i'll kms anyway, I tried once and after that I never tried again, tho i think about it a lot. I don't do self harm. And when i feel down sometimes it lasts for like a couple days. And i'm also having trouble with maladaptive daydreaming like fr i listen to music walk and just make up scenes. :)) I forgot when I started maladaptive daydreaming but it was like i was 9 yrs old or something, then my mom died during pandemic and i feel like everything has gotten worse. what y'all think