I feel like I can never do enough, no matter how much I try it’s always the wrong thing or not good enough. I would literally do anything in life for this person but I am always the one that ends up hurt over and over again. Always 100% faithful yet he cheats all the time and even has kids now to people he’s been with. Yet I still love him and I don’t know why, I don’t know if for some reason I genuinely still want to be with him or if I’m just too scared to leave and be on my own with my kids