I have a friend group that I don't really think likes me that much. I play D&D with this group and I've noticed that all of them only target and make fun of my character and ignore when any of my character's lore is brought up, which is fine! My character is not a direct representation of me!!! But now I have noticed that even in oneshots only my character is targeted. I think its just odd that you happen to try to only make fun of my character in the campaign and call them fictional racial slurs and later on in a different oneshot push my character out of her wheelchair. Obviously I'm not taking this all to heart but man I'm sensing a patter. It doesn't help that whenever we all play jackbox they turn into that Justin Bieber diss track (I'm justin bieber and then I want to die on the floor). And honestly if I had a penny for every time I left a session wishing I was dead I would have enough money to leave that D&D group and pay Mathew Mercer himself to DM for me personally.