To animal (avoiding username so using a redacted one) repling to why i am too old. Im too old because im no longer young enough to be stupid and dumb, ive gotten fat and people get in my way when trying to get healthy, probably should have been in correctionals thanks to moronic decisions and that and all i have to show for it is continual reminders people eventually hate me and im left wanting for connection imitacy and the like I cant have. I had tried a few times within the last years to reach out but either too much b.s. or the people werent compatible or people didnt give me the time of day. Im also at a point where I barely have energy to pretend to bother for work and all my frustrations are dismissed by family which i know hate my guts. Any friendly contact i get now is so sparse at all, I may as well consider it non existent because I get little time if any to appreciate it. Doesnt help I'm stuck in a shithole living space I have to watch due to snoops. Theres no trust here.