Idk how to start this off but I've been harming myself. At least I think I am? When I'm nervous I tend to scratch myself to the point my skin comes off and bleeds. Ive done this to my neck, arms, hands, and chest. Crazy thing is, Ive clearly told my guardians, yet instead of helping, they get mad at me. "People will think ur suicidal!" "You need to get over your fear." "Stop being so sensitive." This all is I've heard. I'm not trying to hurt myself for any attention, and I'm not doing it on purpose. It's in the moment kinda thing. Anyway, you'd think as guardians they'd help you, but not in my case. After all, my sibling publicly said to them how they tried to kill themselves, my guardian simply said, "If I go over there than I'll slap them." Which is crazy 'cause I thought you cared for them. It was then I realized that my guardian won't help any of us, but instead get mad. I believe they think getting mad at us will fix us. Obviously not as nothing as changed.