Tbh I’d like to have friends but I don’t want to make any atm because it’s all gone horribly wrong. At this point, it’s safe to assume that I’m the problem, so I’m going to go to therapy and try to figure out what’s going on with me. I miss having friends though. I feel like I can just never have a good time period though. I never really feel like I’ve had any sort of true bond other than one person and even that eventually soured. Maybe I have behaviors I need to look into. I just feel like I never really fit in, and not in the way of its anyone else’s fault. It’s just how I’m wired.
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