Can anyone who's been to therapy like confirm if SA and grooming and incest can have the same traumatic affect and impact on sexuality that rape does. I have also had constant dreams of being kidnapped and/or raped almost every night since i was 12 and also one of the assaults was physically painful and from a partner, and the other was at a "friends" house and i yelled at him multiple times to stop Or am I just impacted too much by it because of my existing anxiety? I know everyone has a different threshold but I just want to know in general if the brain does not care whether you were penetrated by a penis or had someone force themselves onto your penis I feel crazy and disgusting and my therapists have always minimized it and one said online grooming doesnt exist even though one of them when i was 13 was a 25 yr old in my church-school and had agreed for him to take my virginity Idk