I have been struggling with selfharm since I think year 5? (I was like 10-11) I had stopped a few months ago but I have just started again and it's the worst it's been ever. My arms ache so bad honestly and I know where to get help and that I can but I just psychically can't do it. Selfharm is the only thing that takes away the numbness. I just want to rot slowly in my room I can't take it anymore. My mum wants me to cover my arms but it hurts too much. I hate it I hate it I hate it oh my fucking god bro it just hurts but it's the only feeling that I can feel other than numb. I want to throw up I don't even want to eat anymore.
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