Im tired im so tired. I’m scared and I’m tired. When does it stop? Never it doesn’t and it won’t, it will only get worse. I tried and did the best I could for what? For nothing it’s always for nothing. Everything I do is a mistake. I’m a failure and if there is really a god then I beg you make things better or take my life. I cannot bear this anymore. Once I think it’s alright smth shitty happens and start from scratch. Well guess what I can’t I give up I’m so close to blowing my shit off. Idk if I am just suicidal and depressed but it’s enough it’s fucking enough. I never asked for anything. I didn’t asked to be born.
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