I have bulimia I know it's bad and i'm aware but i was scared of being judged by my appearance ever since i was a child. So i eat and then vomit it out. I'm trying my best to get help but the only help i have right now is music. And it's not even working. My parents don't know yet. I'm not planning to tell them but they might be scared i will develop an ED. It all started when my family told me i gained weight. I never realized but once they told me, it was too obvious. I think that's when i started to look for help. And i saw something online about how the human body can lose a lot of weight by not eating for 3 days. Another reason my parents might know was because i once yelled that i'm fat and ugly in my room. I cried for 1 hour and i wish this to NEVER happen to anybody else because it was cruel