This is my first time doing this, but I just need a place to put all my thoughts without anyone else reading them. I’m 15 years old and recently got an obesity diagnosis, and it really just sent my mental health spiraling. I’m trying to lose weight in healthy ways for a teen, but I’m just struggling to fight my unhealthy habits and it’s just sending me spiraling into a feeling of emptiness. I’ve always had a feeling of never being enough, but I was able to build a foundation and stabilize, but all of that has just crumbled lately. I fell into lust and got addicted to jerking off, and that’s now just another habit I have to fight. My self worth and image have tanked and I just don’t know what to do anymore. On top of that all of my friends are getting into relationships so I’m third wheeling a lot, meanwhile the one girl I started talking to didn’t really seem to care, so I’ve just given up. I’m just looking at myself horribly and I don’t know how to stop.