Rant #9473

I open up my window in the morning but I can’t get out of bed and I see the flames from my neirbors house and I wonder if hes dead and then I see the smoke coming from the other room and the carbon monoxide coming up my throat and blocking my tissues and I’ll die on the blankets and I’ll die with my head on the pillow but as my heart slows to beating I womder that even if there was so fire I would still die a slow and painful death