I'm so tired of constantly pushing myself and just hitting blank walls. I've had ADHD since as I was a child, my parents never got it diagnosed and it created a myriad of problems in my life. I was constantly bullied by peers, berated by my teachers, and became a huge escapist. I used to have such big aspirations, and when I got to Uni I ended up dropping out because I just couldn't keep up with tasks, and deadlines, and social clubs, and friendships, and I feel like I was set up for failure. I've struggled with work, and earlier this year had to quit my job. I was finally diagnosed earlier this year, but the wait for the medication is taking so, so long. They said 4 weeks, then 12, and now it says up to 6 months. I'm interviewing for a new position tomorrow, and I've had to do loads of prep and research about the company- Which I've only just started. I'm not lazy, and I just can't... start things. I wish I had medication, and proper support. I wish I could live up to my potential.