i feel really lonely and i don't have anyone to turn to, i have a handful of friends that if i don't bother to reach out to them than we stay in this cycle of not talking, and i HATE it. Im fine by myself most of the time but sometimes i do want someone by my side i just want to feel loved not even in a romantic way dude i genuinely don't feel this genuine affection from my family i really don't feel like i have anyone on my side and no one is proving this otherwise to me either and im at the point where I've just given up idk