Today I got mad at my friends because of how they didn't care about me, and I've known this for a very long time but didn't want to talk it out because...they are the only friends I have, and losing them will mean that I'll be alone again. I have a friend who's been with me since we were kids. She was always so honest and kind with me, but with the arrival of another friend in our group, our friendship just..didn't work out right. Now, she spends most of her time with her and says she is her wife (btw, they're both girls, so they say it as a joke). She used to be so close with me but now, she's not. And, btw, they always seem to irritate me by mentioning my girlfriend when I do something wrong. When I do something, one of them say: "Oh, why don't you do that to Melanie, huh?" (The friend mentions their name, but I'm not gonna put it to protect her identity, I know, it's stupid, but I want to), It really pisses me off. I hope somebody understands it 'cause I don't know if it makes sense