i have a friend who I've known for almost a decade. Ever since she graduated from school, she treated me like crap. I excused it since her family life sucked. But a couple years ago, we had a fight and she brought something up that hurt so I broke things off. Whenever i see her profile, posts, or photo reminders, i feel sick to my stomach like i wanna shrivel up. She now treats me like I was the monster so I'm stuck in a rough spot. Since then, my other friendships have suffered so I lost them too. I might not keep going.