im 12. Its been years since i started being mentally ill. a few months ago my mom put screen time controls on me. I couldnt accept it. because im only living for online friends and the internet because of people relating so much to me. today, shes locking my phone at 10pm forever. ive been hitting styros since then. i hate my life and my family. i just want to live a normal life. im so jealous of other people deserving a good family who will give them freedom. i cant do this anymore.