Fuck love fuck trust I know i sound like one of those cringy 14 year olds. But being catfished in high school was such a turning point in my life. I also liked a girl got rejected then I like one of my best friends crushes I could tell she liked me I blocked both of them once freshman year of college started. I've got over 10+ dead family members I hate myself I struggle from anxiety and panic attacks i've cut myself numerous times the world is better off without me.